Inspiration:Voicemail

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Hello

Youve reached angelica cabrera

Aka crysal cabrae

Ive stepped away from the phone for a moment but if you leave a voicemail or send me a text i promise to grt back to you asap. Thanks bye!

I swear writing word vomit has been the last thing on my mind lately. Actually iys the only thing thats been on my mind but actually practicing what im tryina preach has been proving difficult. Its hard putting yourself on display and being vulnerable. But thats what art is. Thats what life is all about. Tuning into these vulnerable moments and learning from them. Writing about feelings and whatevers spinning around in your head makes you vulnerable. Its just a fact. You have no idea what your going to say and then poof all these words come out like word mumble jumble. And then you go back and reread it and want to edit it and then the flow just dies. It just plops off the floor and out the door because we have a tendency to self edit habitually. It doesnt matter wtf were doing we just go. And like right now there is a little nagging voice telling me to go back and read my yamas and niyamas book that im supposed to be reading. Great book btw. Super great recommendation for ethics. More on that later. Anyway the point is if i sat there and curbed myself from writing when inspiration hits then i am missing the basic point of all this and that is to write freely. You feel it as a writer well for me at least when this joy of wanting to write comes over you. Like a fucking wave out of nowhere this joy just bam hits you and you cant stop wont stop once you start writing. Its the bezt feeling in the world. And then sooner or latee the inspiration slows down and yohr like fuck. Whered it go. And your fumbling anf rereading and judging anf then we just throw it away. Because at that point it becomes too overwhelming and stressful and its supposed to be fun. So like to write everyday doesbt mean go craft a fucking novel like right you gotta just tell urself today ima write something. Ima fill this one page with words even if its the same word. Even if i write slanted and in big letters and doddle around the edges. That is the pint of all this

Creative play. You keep going till it stops anf then your done for the day. And then you grt to loom forward to doing it tomorrow.

That was the best word vomit spill ive had since starting this journey. It is good to be back with all of you word vomiters out there. We here (we being me and lily) at the crystal word vomit cavern? (idk our clubhouse doesnt have a name yet) has a new official fancy shmancy website. It has actual inspirational dodads and things. Its also why i have been away from the screen for so long so there ya go. Anyway see yall back here tomorrow!!!! Namaste bitches!